Monday, April 12, 2021

Miscellaneous information regarding the functioning of X

 X’s capabilities are anything you can dream up. We doubt X is there. It’s there, but we forget about it easily. It will accomplish anything, but not necessarily in the way you want it to. It will choose it’s own method. It can do anything. It is what we refer to as Life. No one can, as yet, tell what life is. We can see life all about us, tree, a plant a cat, a person etc. Whatever it is, this thing is we call life, is real, does exist, and no one as yet found it’s limitations. It is unlimited as far as we can see. Universal powers and abilities come from knowing this, knowing it is there and is a partner with you, and it will do by it’s methods, not necessarily by what you tell it has to do by way of methods anything you say —“I am going to do this”. It will do it by it’s methods, not necessarily by what you tell it has to do by way of method or how. It like any person, does not take orders very well. No intelligent being takes orders very well. It will respond as any intelligent being will respond to an order, but you will not necessarily like the outcome. X so loves you, that it will do whatever you say I am going to do. Your job is to let it do it in it’s own method, not the method you dream up. X determines the method or the how. It will not take any advice on how it should be done. It will do it because it started to do it immediately when you made up your mind to do it. As long as we doubt it’s ability we prevent it’s functioning. It is doing the writing, the talking and the hearing. I do not know how to do this. I know what I want to say, and X does it. I just know what; X does the work. X hears everything and is not out of contact with anyone. One is never out of contact with X. How are you going to get in contact with X when you already are? When you can say without a doubt “I am going to do thus and so”, everyone better get out of your way. You will not know it’s method. You will be surprised by the method and experience the how. Have no doubt, no concern about the method. That is the nature of X.

1. To know singly what I am going to do. No two ways or two ideas about it (I want this but) just know what you are going to do and what you want. 

2. Have no doubt about “I am going to do this”. And no concern about thee method of doing it.

3. Start acting as if it is already completed.

Now you are a very unlimited being, an integrated being, a union of X and awareness, a union of purpose and what I am going to do, not a want. A want is a wish. Purpose is “I am going to do this”. Will goes with this. I am willing to start in that direction. Do not confuse willingness with will power. Will power is is a perversion.; it is based on what I should/have/ought to do, that I think I know what ought to be. If I wanted to do it I would just as simply get up and go and do it; there is no will power involved here. Will power always enters the picture when I have a conflict about it and B is wrong and A is right. With real I there is no conflict. It is not the having that will produce the feeling; it is the state of doing. It is the action of doing that makes things happen. It is not the wanting. Wanting says you can’t have it or do it, so you want to have or do it, because you think you can’t. When you have no doubt or concern for the method, and you say I am this, it will do it. 

Take charge of your own inner feeling. This is one of the greatest powers you could ever have. We work and do things and struggle hoping that it will produce a certain inner feeling; it never does. Only you can take charge of producing an inner feeling.  

We get hung up because we say the word, and we don’t act like we believe it to be true. Saying or thinking something is not enough. We have to act as if along with what we have thought we want. “Oh Lord, give me this, give me that”, and then nothing happens. Words and prayers are utterly worthless. A wise teacher once said a person who heard some teaching ideas and acted upon them was like a wise man who built his house on a rock. Someone else who heard the same ideas and did not act upon them was like a foolish man who built his house on sand. It takes determination to act on thought. We don’t really ask with words. We are really asking with our action.


Wednesday, March 24, 2021

Not I’s

 “Not-I’s” are fortune tellers. They have been called familiar spirits, soothsayers, and various other exotic names.

There are two factions which we refer to as A and B. They are in total disagreement. What they disagree about is which series of false suggestions they sell to I to relay to X.

They each pretend to knowledge of right and wrong, good and bad, what is best and full knowledge of the future. Knowledge of everyone’s motive. Of course, in total disagreement about each of these and all totally false.

They must be invoked, asked, prayed to in order to start them into action.

The formula for invocation is:

I want to do the right thing.

I want to be sure to do this right

I sure don’t want to make another mistake

I want to do this all on my own

I want to do what is best

I just don’t want to get hurt

I just want to be sure I’m doing the right thing

I wonder if I did right

I wonder why he or she did that

Why did that happen?

And all other unanswerable questions

Remember “not-I’s” have to be invoked in order to start their nefarious work.

Tuesday, March 23, 2021

Teaching idea 146

 The living cycle is based on our perception of the four questions: 

What am I?

Where am I?

What’s going on here?

And

What can I do? 

There are no false feelings of emergency. We have true feelings (gratitude i.e.). Energy is generated to express that feeling which is created action. The body regenerates. The feelings of joy, love, peace, thankfulness, generate energy that regenerates the body.  

Sunday, March 21, 2021

VANITY AND PRIDE

 VANITY is having a false picture of self. That one is better than others, more right than others, more talented or better talented than others.

PRIDE is the defense of this false picture of self by fighting, running, or blaming others. Therefore, by becoming a victim of others who are victimizers. 

SELF ESTEEM is a synonym of vanity.

SELF RESPECT is recognizing what I am, where I am, what’s going on here, and what can I do. This needs no defense. It is my (or one) way of saying THANK YOU.


    In the event vanity and pride has died, vanished or disappeared, individuality and Self-respect is what remains.

    There is little opportunity for individually and Self-respect to be manifested as long as there is vanity and pride. 

    The ultimate expression of vanity is the belief that “I” can figure out what is right, what is good, what ought to be, what I need and what you need. This opens the door to every demon in hell (all the ‘not-I’s) to give you the answers to what is right, what is wrong, what is good, what is bad, how the future will be and why it is this way, (the only catch is they give you two answers directly opposed to each other, A & B). 

This is experienced as confusion, depression, worry, anxiety, anger, guilt, fear, insecurity and leads one to look under rocks trying to find the ultimate answer. In as much as one continually gets two answers this is experiencing HELL. THIS IS HELL

Monday, March 15, 2021

From Notes

 The whole reason for studying is to be able to choose one's own inner state under any and all circumstances thus being able to report accurately what is, without any emotion, prejudice, etc.

In order to do this it is necessary to:

(1) To know the enemy (conditioning - the evil one), usually referred to as the the self (little s).

(2) To remember Self, what I really is, the awareness function of Self (X) the real self, And to remember where one is. In the presence of and in union with Holy Spirit. 

It is helpful to understand and see that Holy Spirit has two aspects; one - resistance to form. Attempts to make round forms, pushing down i.e., nature. Two - to create forms, maintain and adapt to external forces, thereby giving the opportunity for ever increasing survival value of the intelligence that creates, maintains and adapts forms.

X - Universal and Innate Intelligence

I - Awareness

In partnership

Sunday, February 21, 2021

THE MAKEUP OF THE MIND

 "I made up my mind that----" Decisions, conclusions, beliefs constitute the 'makeup of the mind'.

The makeup of the conditioned mind is that it is not free.

Suppose that I should discover this day: I AM FREE TO------

The big joke of all time is that man cannot discover that he is free. People fight for the belief that they are limited. People who point out to other people the falseness of their beliefs - the truth - are not honored as having helped the world, but are nailed to a cross of thorns.

The big joke of all time is that man cannot discover that he is free.

Monday, February 15, 2021

From notes

 If I think being free is to satisfy the egotistic impulses (4 dbu's) I have not accepted the responsibility to serve Higher Power--being consciously awake.