Whenever or however, I make anything important I am anxious
Being anxious, I am either angry, guilty, fearful, or feeling insecure. This is to be a state of conflict, struggle, and resistance or stress.
Being anxious is to be struggling toward an ideal what ought to have been what ought to be now
The struggle toward an ideal or illusion is the disintegrating factor, that which tears one up into many
All that the not I’s do is to make things, events, what ifs, if only, had of, etc. important
To see this to experience making things important is to be really free
Do not erase this from awareness for eternity plus one day
I remember seeing this in Robert’s house when I knew him. I was at first a client, then an helper, and hopefully, a friend to him. I loved him so much. Still grateful for his work everyday.
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