Thursday, May 7, 2020

Originating center

It is my function to make up my mind as to what. X then does the work. This is my working conscious relationship with Spirit. This has been called being a man of Faith. This is as far as I can go. If I don't make up my mind as to what, I have no working relationship with X, Spirit, or any faith.

People who point out to others the foolishness of their beliefs--the so called truth--are not honored as having helped at all. They are nailed to the cross with a crown of thorns.

Truth for man is  what each man thinks is right for him to do...real truth is the key to rebirth, there is no rebirth without the truth. Repentance is the radical change of the thought process as regarding the purpose of living...then baptism, a baptism of light, fiery Spirit.

I am all things, I can play a role, a conscious role, the role of reporting being, a conscious being. There are many sub roles I play consciously during the day. These subroles are within the structure of the one great conscious role I choose to play.


From notes

What am I....priveleged invited guest.
Where am I and what is going on....I am at a beautiful estate, we are all playing a game--pin the tail on the donkey, or I am being played by the game?
What am I doing.....I am caught up in the game.
What can I do....I can see, I can enjoy what is, I can repent (radical transformation of thought), I can play a conscious game, create my own role.

I am a human being, therefore capable of playing a great number of roles. X is a role player. If I should falsely identify myself as a role, I feel life to be a threat. I can either consciously act out a role, or unconsciously react. All machines wear out. When I react I am a mechanical piece of machinery. Showmanship is the ability to make the commonplace appear interesting, unusual (putting joy into).


Not I's

"Not I's" are fortune tellers. They have been called familiar spirits, soothsayers, and various other exotic names.
There are two factions which we refer to as A and B. They are in total disagreement. What they disagree about is which series of false suggestions they sell to I to relay to X.
They each pretend to knowledge of right and wrong, good and bad, what is best and full knowledge of the future. Knowledge of everyone's motive. Of course, in total disagreement about each and all of these and all totally false.
They must be invoked, asked, prayed to in order to start them into action.

The formula for invocation is:

I want to do the right thing.
I want to be sure and do this right.
I sure don't want to make another mistake.
I want to do this all on my own.
I want to do what is best.
I just don't want to get hurt.
I just want to be sure I'm doing the right thing.
I wonder if I did right.
I wonder why he or she did that.
Why did that happen?
And all other unanswerable questions.
Remember "not I's" must be invoked in order to start their nefarious work.