Thursday, July 2, 2020

The Law of balance in one's habitual attitude Part one

1. BALANCE TONE: There is a constant balance between our Attitude and Actions and the condition we are in. This balance can best be understood by comparing it to the rate of vibration in tone. A high tone has a very rapid vibration. A low tone is very slow. No vibration is no tone, and would represent death. Tone might also be compared to light, which is also vibration. When a body is filled with light, having no darkness, there would be an energy frequency comparable to celestial tone. So Balance Tone indicates rate of tissue cell speed or rate of vibration. Tone is a matter of degree. There is a continuous ascending degree of tone or tissue rate of vibration from .001 or apparent death to a degree raised to nth or infinity.

2. ATTITUDE: Our attitude is our agreement or what we have decided or believe to be true, whether conscious or not. What one lives by, usually unknown, are decisions which distort perception. To change or remove the decisions is to improve perception or to remove distortion from perception. Attitude is the reflection of the decisions of the person in action or feeling.

3. ACTION: Action is always felt to be correct for the situation as perceived. If the perception is distorted due to decisions there is inadequate response resulting in held motion, thus stress. If the perception is for the actual situation, there is adequate response to the situation, thus creative action results.

4. FEELING: Feeling is always either a degree of fear or confidence. Fear may be referred to as a false feeling of emergency. Confidence may referred to as true perception. The more the person understands of forgotten decisions, the more he or she accepts responsibility for self and the betterment for his or her world. The less the person understands of forgotten decisions, the more dependent he is and the more he places blame. Thus the lower he or she is on the Attitude-Action tone scale.

5. HABITUAL ATTITUDE: All points on the tone or attitude scale are continuous. A person may very temporarily, but each individual has his habitual tone, due to un recognized decisions that distort perception. As the decisions are recognized, the tone raises.

6. TWO WORLDS: The man made world of blaming, controlling others, interest in self, stress, dissatisfaction and fear gradually diminish at the tone level of 5. From 6-13, the tone level represents the real world created by God which all are invited to enjoy as his guests. Each is a privileged, invited guest on the world. The Host has given each food, clothing, transportation, etc. around his plantation. Each who truly lives in this awareness tries his best to be a good guest, with every thought for the "Host". Boredom--#5, is the emptiness that comes as one ceases to be energized by the fear, resentment, and anger of the world, but is not yet nourished by the Light of the Truth from the Real World. Contentment, #6, is the beginning of the higher nourishment, but is lacking commitment to the Real World.

7. OBJECTS VS. OBJECTIVES: Up to 5 on the AAC (Attitude-Action-Condition) Tone Scale, the person is more concerned in striving for objects. From Contentment on up, the individual is more conscious of having the objectives of life rather than striving for objects. The person is enthusiastic rather than ambitious. Value is in work rather than what work may bring. Below this point on the tone scale, the decision is that objects make life worth while.

8. RESPONSIBILITY-BLAME PLACING: When an individual nears 6 on the AAC Tone scale, he answers more to self as cause of his problems. He no longer looks for someone or something else for blame, nor creates an entity such as a diagnosis on which to place blame as the cause. He accepts responsibility for self and the betterment of his environment.

9.INTEREST AND CONTROL: Below 6, a person centers his interest in himself and wants to control others in such a way that will serve self. His feeling is that if he can control others, he will have no need to control self. As one moves above 6, his interest centers in others because of the fascination he sees in them. He loses all desire to control others, finding control of self being attained.

10. STRESS VS. HARMONY: There is action in both worlds, but the man made world has action which produces stress while the real objective of action is HARMONY. The attitude of #1-#5 deal with dissatisfaction. The feelings below 6 deal with fear, above 6 deal with confidence.

11. PERSONAL INTEGRATION: The call of the father is union with him through love. Due to misconceptions, an individual feels a false feeling of threat or emergency and causes him to put up defenses which fracture or disintegrate the Light of Truth given him by God. It is the Truth that makes man free. Responsibility or Independence is a matter of degree. Some may study self to achieve enough responsibility to rid themselves of headaches and indigestion, but get no further. Some may study and observe to raise themselves to the tone of contentment, some to exhilaration, some to points much higher.

12. RESPONSIBILITY AND DUTY: The study of self or personal integration opens the way for the person to see and feel responsibility for self and differentiate duty for others from from responsibility.  No one can be responsible for another, even though there can be a duty for another.

NOTE: This is to be followed by the tone scale.

Thursday, May 7, 2020

Originating center

It is my function to make up my mind as to what. X then does the work. This is my working conscious relationship with Spirit. This has been called being a man of Faith. This is as far as I can go. If I don't make up my mind as to what, I have no working relationship with X, Spirit, or any faith.

People who point out to others the foolishness of their beliefs--the so called truth--are not honored as having helped at all. They are nailed to the cross with a crown of thorns.

Truth for man is  what each man thinks is right for him to do...real truth is the key to rebirth, there is no rebirth without the truth. Repentance is the radical change of the thought process as regarding the purpose of living...then baptism, a baptism of light, fiery Spirit.

I am all things, I can play a role, a conscious role, the role of reporting being, a conscious being. There are many sub roles I play consciously during the day. These subroles are within the structure of the one great conscious role I choose to play.


From notes

What am I....priveleged invited guest.
Where am I and what is going on....I am at a beautiful estate, we are all playing a game--pin the tail on the donkey, or I am being played by the game?
What am I doing.....I am caught up in the game.
What can I do....I can see, I can enjoy what is, I can repent (radical transformation of thought), I can play a conscious game, create my own role.

I am a human being, therefore capable of playing a great number of roles. X is a role player. If I should falsely identify myself as a role, I feel life to be a threat. I can either consciously act out a role, or unconsciously react. All machines wear out. When I react I am a mechanical piece of machinery. Showmanship is the ability to make the commonplace appear interesting, unusual (putting joy into).


Not I's

"Not I's" are fortune tellers. They have been called familiar spirits, soothsayers, and various other exotic names.
There are two factions which we refer to as A and B. They are in total disagreement. What they disagree about is which series of false suggestions they sell to I to relay to X.
They each pretend to knowledge of right and wrong, good and bad, what is best and full knowledge of the future. Knowledge of everyone's motive. Of course, in total disagreement about each and all of these and all totally false.
They must be invoked, asked, prayed to in order to start them into action.

The formula for invocation is:

I want to do the right thing.
I want to be sure and do this right.
I sure don't want to make another mistake.
I want to do this all on my own.
I want to do what is best.
I just don't want to get hurt.
I just want to be sure I'm doing the right thing.
I wonder if I did right.
I wonder why he or she did that.
Why did that happen?
And all other unanswerable questions.
Remember "not I's" must be invoked in order to start their nefarious work.

Thursday, March 19, 2020

Vanity and Pride

Vanity is having a false picture of self that one is better than others, more right than others, more talented or better talented than others. Pride is the defense of that false picture of self by fighting, running, or blaming others; therefore by becoming a victim of others who are victimized. Self esteem is a synonym of vanity.

Individuality is the expression of "X" in each individual form of Life, for instance, talents, self respect is recognizing what I am, where I am, what's going on here, and what I can do. This needs no defense. It is my way of saying "thank you". In the event that Pride has died, vanished or disappeared,  individuality and self respect is what remains.

There is little opportunity for individuality and self respect to be manifested as long as there is Vanity and Pride. The ultimate expression of Vanity and Pride is the Belief that I can figure out what is right, what is good, what ought to be, what I need, what you need. This opens the door for every demon in hell (all the NOT I's), to give you the answers to what is good, what is bad, what ought to be, what I need, what you need, what the future will be and why it is that way. The only catch is, they give two answers, directly opposing to each other---A and B. This is experienced as confusing, depression, worry, anxiety, anger, guilt, fear, insecurity, and leads one to look under rocks trying to find the ultimate answer. In as much as one continuously gets two answers, this is experiencing Hell -- this is Hell.

Saturday, March 7, 2020

An honest man

                                           The Perfect complete being

Sees that it is to his advantage for survival, that others wake up. Not important.

He sees that waking up consists in seeing that I am subject to the product of suggestion.

He sees there are many little I's all struggling within him for their rights.

He sees that to be able to repudiate a suggestion silently and cunningly, not to buy the suggestion, is to have one I.

He sees to be consciously selfish is to be free of greed and suggestion.

He sees that to be conscious is to be free of conflict and disintegration, thus unpredictable.

He sees that not to be consciously selfish is to be struggling for the ideal, the non disturbed, and the countless threats to his non disturbance of the ideal. He builds false explanations for his actions based on his feelings in relationship to his environment and others.

He does not ask why he is here.

He does not concern himself with the how of anything.

He sees there is a culture of living, thus removes all limitation.

He discovers and actualizes his potentials.

He sees that conditioning, influences and programming are an obstruction to the actualizing of potential what ever that might be.

He sees that the machine must eventually break down, due to struggling, resisting, and the stress upon the instrument.

He sees without evaluation or judgement what is.

He does not justify, or approve or disapprove of what others do, since he understands that what they are doing, they feel is right, or proper, or justifiable........Agape love....perfect for time and place.

He sees not opposites, only the what is.

Saturday, February 15, 2020

From notes

Divine Molecules are we, with the privilege to think, to reason, and to partake of this affair called life. We are working towards psychic evolution..from bondage to freedom.

1. To be aware of I, and what I do to I; to report what is, to protect the temple of the living intelligence, as if it were a precious gem.

2. To be ever aware of the Universe, and all I do in it. To work to understand existence, and the Law of the Universe.

3. To be mindful of the pitfall, and to use attention and effort without force or resistance to understand what is before me to do, that I might ask of the host for understanding.

4. To assist however, others to develop their Godly potentials when asked. To be aware of the environment, inner attitude, naturation, and that what they are doing they feel is either right, proper, or in some way justifiable.

5. To contribute to the party in what ever way presents itself, my gratitude for living. To be mindful, how far evolution has brought me.

6. To be aware that I do not know what should be, or what could be. To see always the LAW is. To be mindful, that I do not think I should change anything, or anyone; to be joyful and thankful for what is, and and be contented not to want to change myself or the world or anyone in it.

7. To be attentive
8. To ever discover Agape
9. To be harmless
10. To be considerate
11. To contribute to life
12. To be aware that life is a school, and that I might discover from all about me all the time what is; and to be thankful for what others remind me of. To realize that no man little or big is beneath me, but possibly a teacher of sorts, conscious or not.

13. Lastly, to be ever mindful that I am a function, the union of spirit and matter, am not the Big I, nor am I many little parts but a whole function with varied and different aspects, all of which function as they were designed, when I let it.