Motivation cont'd.

Just so we'll have it down straight that's what I'm talking about that there is a lot of inner talking goes on. Now this inner talking goes on, always says something derogatory about you, or another, or about circumstances. Now let's see if we can recall that through at least the time we're here let's see if I can at least recall that. When we leave, go back to the same old thing. But while were here at least let's remember that all this inner talking, always says something derogatory about me, or another, or about circumstances. And further more I'll add one more attribute of it it's always a lie. So, everything it says is a lie. But it talks all the time, more or less constantly. If it sees you really having a good time, it really gets on the job to see because that inner talking's whole food is human misery. And so it's going to use some method or other to keep you miserable. And they're experts and they're very good at their job. And in case they're slippin' up a little bit they get night classes. While you're sleepin' they get a little study on how to work on you the next morning early. So, biggest part of the people it says, or 95% of the people, go into action, or there behavior is determined by accidental means you might say. By whatever happens to be going on in the environment around you whatever is going in this inner talking, whatever some circumstance may be happening, you know and always there is some circumstance going on. Now of course if we compare any circumstance to an ideal, it's got a hole in it. Is that right off the bat you know, if I've got an ideal circumstance dreamed up, no matter what's going on there's something wrong with it. Is that right, Mark? It's got to have something wrong with it somewhere. Now it says that somewhere like 5% of people determine themselves how they're going to act. Now while this weekend while we're here, let's upset those statistics a little bit and add a few more. There's some 50 to 60 people here, now you take charge. Now the major thing that one takes charge of is your behavior or action. Now I know people who have spent 20 years in what they call deep therapy. They go to all kinds of shrinks trying to find what's going on, they also go to a lot of lesser folks (talk is interrupted)folks, come on in and have a chair. So they spend years and years, and tremendous amounts of money, and what they generally work on is these not-I's. Now they just love for you to do that. They just love for you to go to a therapist and have your  head worked on. Because you're still going to have the same amount of talking not-I's when you get through. So the not-I's continually work to have you feel that something is wrong. And they love for you to have therapy methods, and they have devised over the years many kinds of therapy, which many people have subjected themselves to, all in attempt to have a good feeling. But the minute you start having a good feeling about anything, they tell you that either it's a false good feeling, or that you are escaping into a good feeling. Or that it's extremely temporary, it won't last at all, it just can't last. So we really pay no attention to the endless therapies that goes on. Because the only thing that makes a total difference in how we're doing is the actions we take or the behavior. Now if we start with feeling, now you're likely to have any kind of feeling throughout the day.