Reno 92 excerpt part one

First we'll talk about a human being. First we'll talk about how you were put together to start with, and what happened to you, okay? So we'll first make one, we'll draw us a picture of man, I'm not an artist so I'll make it a diagram. So first off everybody has a physical body we can see that so we know about that one. Everybody has an awareness function, we can see that also. 'Cause we can tell people respond to us and get out of the way and do various and sundry things we know they're aware. And then there is something can probably be just as elegant we'll call it "X" cause we don't know what it is but we do know that it exists. And X is what takes care of doing things, it keeps us alive. Did you know that? It keeps you alive. Something keeps us going until something happens that X can't handle and then we depart this world. So X is a very essential thing and we want understand how it works. So, we exist in an environment all the way around us, and we receive impressions from the environment. That goes to awareness, we're aware of it. Awareness says what it is and it goes to X. And it doesn't matter whether that impression is absolutely accurate or not or whether it is inaccurate, X operates on it for the information it receives. Remember that one. It works on the information received. And X then sends impulse to the physical body, and we have a function. Now the function may be accurate, it may not be, according on whether the impression was properly assumed. So, we'll say in this one here there is no conditioning and the person sees things as they are in the environment, okay? And then the function would be perfect for the impression received from the environment whatever was going on out there Now, that works day in and day out without our thought of it or anything else, it just goes on, and everything would work pretty well if we were in this state. If the awareness was just an awareness function. But starting very early in childhood, we began to be conditioned with various and sundry ideas. And the first bit of conditioned came from within. So we'll just put a little thing down here that represents the first decision. It was probably made in the first few hours of life if not almost immediately. And it said that the purpose of living is to regain the non disturbed state.